Being held back

feel my pain

no one can say

if I'll be okay

for now I'm running away

what if I don't no what to say

and caught by the pain

not caused by you or me

caused by shame

for what I am

nothing in the face of time

for more grime lies

told by the trickster

in its prime

unnatural patterns

attract my flesh

to what is next

no point in lying

you are dying

for a look at my

deep dark feeling

of the meat

drooping to there knees

in tears so cold

leak your sin

in my cold hearted teeth

pulling at the tinder needs of the plenty

these are my last words on this topic