You don’t want to
here this
you want to
hear me miss
everyone needing me
Wishing I was witnessing
the wonderful festering of hope in deaths pleasuring
the one who is questioning
telling me to estimate
their right escapades
made to shatter and break
nothing will never fade
coughing up deadly rays
keep an eye on people who pray
maybe they don’t deserve to be saved
I doubt that in the worse way
still think I’m underra-
ted talkin’ them right to the edge
till they finish the pledge
that they gave under meds
it doesn’t mean anything to the rest
left of the blessed I find my chest
taking a kiss of that smoky grace
spaced with peaceful tastes
changing my haste
to a pace that takes you into a base
next to the race spinning in faith
my heart seems to start
I can breathe again in the dark
trust my heart is still a part
from the one thing I can always mark
it sits between all the stars
quietly counting that part
hoping
that I'm not
so far from the start
that no one can take part
in the blessing of a beating heart
this was beautiful before my scars
but now I have a bigger heart
one that holds no weight over me
I sit in honesty
leaking glory on the
foes of this ghost
speeding off to a heavenly host
escape with me into this land made of toast
wait maybe I made some toast
either way lets go
dripping from our swim in space again
can you get that smug off the screen
the smug you could have been
on my front bumper
while I was rushing for the cupboard
to the dumpster
trust me I'm a monster
coming up with fodder
for all these martyrs
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